Saturday, May 20, 2006
Was reading a blog something about disappoint starts from expectation(something like that).Before reading that blog, i didnt koe wat was the main cause of my 'disappointment'. And now, i koe.I guess i m just expecting too much from the people around me.So,i feel that i m always surrounded by disappoints.
For now, i think flirting around is such an easy job cause u koe when u flirt,u dont expect anything frm the person u r flirting with;relationships are just so hard to handle at times..since i m with you,obviously i will expect something from you.If in the 1st place i dont expect anything from you,why do you think i gone thru' so much just to be with you?
I have so much to say and yet i don't dare.Sometimes i just wonder wat the heck is this blog doing here when i onli share pictures of the hamster.I don't like the feeling to onli share things that you love to hear and keeping the things that you don't like to listen inside me.There will onli be 2 outcome.
1, you will leave one day thinking that we have not put in any effort into the relationship.
2,I will die of 抑郁症 and end up with some chronic diesease one dae.
Things said are meant to be said but left undone?
Please give me something new.
cowie at 10:17 PM
Thursday, May 18, 2006
爱是什么？情又是什么？
今天无意中听到这么一段话：爱，如果没有心痛的感觉，就不算是爱过；爱，如果没痛过，感情也就不会成熟。
听了那么一段话之后，我感觉很模糊与陌生。
为什么我常常都有心痛的感觉，但与此同时却又是患得患失？
痛过，爱过，又能与感情成熟画上＝吗？
我还是搞不懂。
cowie at 6:51 PM
Saturday, May 13, 2006
A nice dream
today while you were away,i had a nice dream.I dreamt that we cleared up our room together and had a nice aftnn on the sofa bed reading our favourite book.
How i wish i can be in my dream always...
cowie at 11:34 PM
Saturday, May 06, 2006
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY,BLOGGIE!
I was scrolling thru' my previous post and realised i started writing on 05/05/05! Grr....i missed my own blog's birthdae.....by 1 dae!ok lah,not too bad,just one dae mah..this shows that my memory is better that jer's!!(opps,对不起，不是要故意提醒妳的！)
Ok lah, watever, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
(hope i will remember your 2 yr old birthdae nxt year..)
cowie at 10:01 AM
Queries on a cute hamster.
Now now! isn't this cute and pretty?
Oh, i am referring to 2 different things ok.The hamster is CUTE and my new W800i can take PRETTY pictures!
This cutey has been with me for about a mth or so,but i am not the owner..I am just a nanny...someone that plays with it after it's meal and feeding it everyday when i m taking my lunchie.
Now, I am super new to hamsters and i m a total idiot on hamster.I need help!
1. Do i need to bathe it?(if so,this chap has not been bathing since birth and recently he has been scratching like nobody's business,and it is also making me itchy....)
2. How to tell whether its a male or female ah?(from the look of the face,it looks like female...)
That's all for now man, cos i m really curious..
cowie at 9:37 AM
Friday, May 05, 2006
Programmes for tomorrow!8-10=====MAPLE!
10-12====Maple!
1-3====== Outrun2006 Coast 2 Coast (psp)
3-6====== Maple!
muhahahahahahah
cowie at 9:28 AM