Friday, September 30, 2005
hectic...
cant believe that i have not blog anything for the past 17 daes!ok,i was busy with school stuff and school work,i have never ending marking,school is also having oral at the same time,meetings and meetings and visitors coming in and all the shit..
I have finally reach lvl 30 in maple story and decided to take up the job advance as cleric!ok, after much work,i finally reach lvl 30 and now i can concentrate on my SIM exams.hehe...
oh yes,happy children's day to all adults that are young at heart and in speech.
cowie at 1:10 PM
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
very curious
Can anyone provide me basic knowledge on IP related stuff?What i need to know is: can i hide my IP add from others who are trying to track me?
How can i know other ppl's IP add?
cowie at 8:20 AM
Monday, September 12, 2005
bodo...shita..?
Never fancy korean show.Neve fancy korean songs too.The last one that i watch was this bjy's ra movie..hehe..recently,mum got addicted to the tv series on tv'stairway to heaven'.As usual,i din watch.Last week,mum made a comment,she wants to get the vcd(very unusual of her to want spend money on vcd..),so i borrowed the vcd frm a fren of mine.
Mum just love it soooo much..i think cos of the guy in the show..anyway,i keep hearing this theme song in the show and they are repeating and repeating it so often that i was like quite hooked to the song..but i dun know the language,and everytime when they play the song,and when i run out to look at the tv,i alwas see this make actor crying and the song goes: bodo..shita..bodo..shita.......
to me,bodo in malay means idiot.shita in japanese means become.
so,everytime,when i run out of my room and see the guy crying and the song plays becoming idiot..becoming idiot..i get really amuse..
decide to do a search online and found this:
its bo go ship da means 想你 in korean.muhahahahaha......
i m the bodo one!
Bogoshipda ("I Miss You")by Kim Bum Soo
(Stanza)amoori kidaryuhdo nan motkababochuhrum oolko inneun
(nuh)nuh-yi kyuhtesangchuhman jooneun nareul weh moreuko kidarinituhnakaran marya
(Refrain 1)bogoshipda, bogoshipda irun nega miwuhjil mankeumoolgoshipda, nege mooreup koolkomodoo uhptun iri dwel soo itdamyun
(Chorus)michil deus saranghetun ki-uhgichoo-uhkdeuri nuhreul chatko itjimanduh isang sarang-iran byunmyung ehnuhreul kadool soo uhpsuh.iruhmyun andwejiman.joogeul mankeum bogoshipda.
(Instrumental)
(Refrain 2)bogoshipda, bogoshipdairun nega miwuhjil mankeummitkoshipda, orheun kirirago.nuhreul wihe duhnayaman handago.
(Repeat Chorus)joogeul mankeum mitkoshipda.-----
Heto naman ang English translation:-----
I Miss You
(Stanza)No matter how much you wait,I cannot come to where you are crying.You don't know I only keep on hurting you.I'm telling you to leave.
(Refrain 1)I miss you. I miss you.To the point that I hate myself.I want to cry, I want to kneel down in front of you.If only that whole thing did not happen.
(Chorus)I was madly in love with you,And the memories are trying to find you.But I can no longer confine you,with love as excuse.I shouldn't be this way,But I am dying to see you again.(Refrain 2)
Imiss you. I miss you.To the point that I hate myself.I want to believe that this is the right path,That I must leave for your sake.
(Repeat Chorus)But I am dying to believe in you again.
cowie at 11:46 AM
Sunday, September 11, 2005
self tag
Was doing blog surfing and realised everyone is tagging someone else for this fact thing about him/herself.Well,I wanted to tell eeryone about this little secret about myself but i really cant find the appropriate time or chance to do so.So, can i self tag myself this time round to just let out this little thing about me..
I am a diabetic since 16.wow, come to think of it,it has been my closest fren for the past 11 yrs already!Ok, being a diabetic is not easy becos its like everytime when everyone happily gets ready for their meal,i haf to excuse myself to go to the restroom for my jab.Jabs can be messy at times as you neva koe if you hit any vein during jabs and when you pull out your needle,is it going to bleed...
Things din really get that bad until 2001 when i keep having internal bleeding in both my eyes.Now i forgot wat is the exact term for it but basically its tat you can see that your view is block by those irritating blood clot or streams of blood.Ok,thats still not the worst case yet,the worst was that i had retina detachment in my left eye and my op failed..so now,i m onli using about 1 1/4 of my eyes to see things..
I had niuniu beside me when i was going for my 2nd round op for retina detachment.Ever since then i m just so dependent on her.She accompanies me to the places i want to go,do things that i want to do,and stuff..I love to watch movies but i hate going into the cinema when i m without niuniu as i cant see a thing when i get in there and not to mention how to get to my seat,but niuniu's hands also hold on to mine so tight that i can be sure i will neva fall in the cinema.niuniu will neva allow me to fall,no matter where we are.
ok,that's basically what i wanna share and the fact behind me.
duno wat i m typing also.haa...
cowie at 12:03 PM
Saturday, September 10, 2005
明月几时有？
相隔中秋还有一个星期，但今天明月提早出现在我眼前。人们在看到明月时，通常都会几许惆怅或思念，但今天出现在我眼前的明月却是出来拿棍子敲醒我的。你知道你是谁吧。
是的，我把我的人生搞得一塌糊涂。而过去的两个星期里，我选择活在我喜欢／渴望的世界里，直到今天月亮的一个棍子......你打得好痛好痛......以为已经愈合的伤口，原来只是强用石膏硬生生灌入伤口里，伤口还是伤口，石膏在用力碰触下，还是碎了......
cowie at 6:20 PM
发神经
九月假期已经来到了尾声，感觉还没有真正的休息。还记得上个星期在浏览其他网友的blog时，发现一个名为cowie的blogger已经好久没有发表新“东西”，后来仔细想想，cowie不就是我吗？
好了，我就是这样。忙起来时，什么东西都可以忘记。包括自己的名字。
cowie at 6:03 PM